Pixie Dust & Wonder Lust

vodka-and-chaos: So fucking relevant..

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 13:56:46 -0400

vodka-and-chaos:

So fucking relevant..

Oh hey, look at that.

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 13:39:19 -0400

I thought 19 was too old to be made fun of on twitter and talked about behind my back. Guess nottttt.

world, y u no like normal girls?!?

Thu, 08 Dec 2011 21:39:55 -0500

Why are sluts so popular? I mean I really just don’t get it. There is a girl on my facebook friends who has a picture of her in a motherfucking towel.

Are you really that desperate? Seeing how many likes and how many guys will comment on your picture of your tits half out? I mean jesus christ, have some self respect for yourself not only as a woman, but as a human being. Maybe that’s why I don’t ever get hit on. Because my breasts stay INSIDE my shirts, and my skirts remain closer to my thighs than my vagina, and I don’t fuck everything that moves.

Why is it cool to be a slut? I mean, I really just don’t understand. You would never DATE a girl like that, so why? To have a one night stand? Please, by all means, get those STD’s, because I’m sure she has a line of dudes waiting.

people don't get it;

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 01:55:06 -0500

People don’t get it, and I know they never will, but pro wres. fills me with a love I really never thought I could feel.

Photo

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 00:35:53 -0500

I could just die. dirtydirtysheets: Oh no you didn’t! @miayim...

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 00:35:29 -0500

I could just die.

dirtydirtysheets:

Oh no you didn’t! @miayim @thesaradelrey (via @MasanoriHorie)

2weeks

Sun, 04 Dec 2011 23:44:52 -0500

I’ve got two weeks left until my first semester of college is over. Things are continuously ending in my life. People are always leaving, things are always winding down, credits are always rolling. I’m 19 and I just want things to start beginning again. School never mattered much to you, but you always knew how much I loved getting those A’s. Well, I’m afraid I’m becoming you, my love. School is mattering less and less to me. But I am starting to truly love my sisters, because they don’t see me as the broken piece of trash I am. They don’t know how I’m fighting for you, they just see me as happy-go-lucky (if not a little nerdy) Rachel. I want to try harder but for once I can see your viewpoint. The accomplishments I want in life cannot be reached by a book or a GPA. My happiness is a parallel line to school, while we may run next to each other, we will never touch. I’m so fed up with people. I’m fed up with guys hitting on me, and people faking conversations with me, and people pretending to care when they really don’t, and people just not caring at all. The friends that know always seem to forget, that my sadness is in passing, “when you come home I’ll find you a boy”, I’ve found a boy. Nobody fucking listens. Nobody. iloveyou. I’m not quite sure whether I’m Buttercup or Wesley, but I will always come for you. It may take me 5 years to work up the strength and spirit to do it again, but I’ll always come for you.

I only hope you have half the passion I have for you about anything. Please start living again, I’m only living for you.

wow;

Sat, 03 Dec 2011 23:31:43 -0500

Some people are really just so stupid. I obviously don’t know everything, but the things you think define you are so trivial and petty. Like the boy you’ve been dating for 3 weeks or the style you choose because you think it makes you look interesting and cool. Please find something important and worthwhile to care about, because at the end of the day everything shiny fades, and all of your pettiness will fade as well.

Well, I cried. ohcrapitsandrew: “Who knew someone like you” -...

Sat, 03 Dec 2011 13:43:26 -0500

Well, I cried.

ohcrapitsandrew:

“Who knew someone like you” - Mashup-Germany

Adele - Someone like you
Pink - Who knew
Ben E. King - Stand by me
Snow Patrol - Chasing cars
4 Non Blondes - What’s up
Lady Gaga - The Edge of Glory
Whitney Houston - I will always love you

I love slow mashups.

I want this as a t-shirt pleeeease katesoncrack: Obviously.

Sat, 03 Dec 2011 13:35:41 -0500

I want this as a t-shirt pleeeease

katesoncrack:

Obviously.

yum.

Sat, 03 Dec 2011 13:34:22 -0500

yum.

wooooah

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 15:49:53 -0500

Going to dances with fugz but being okay with that because, let’s be reaaaal, not like I’m available to date anyway. Plus…makes me look prettier.

Shallow? What’s that mean?

Bold what applies to you.

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 21:59:32 -0500

Bold what applies to you.:

I am a male.

I am a girl.

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly.

I have many scars.

I tan easily.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have a tattoo.

I want a tattoo.

I am self-conscious about my body.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have a piercing in a place other than my ears.

I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve run away from home.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than one year old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’m in school.

I’ve lost a child.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I’ve missed a week or more of school.

I failed more than 1 class last year.

I’ve stolen something from my job.

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve peed from laughing.

I’ve snorted while laughing.

I’ve cried from laughing so hard.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment.

I’ve broken a bone.

I’ve gotten stitches/staples.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I had a serious surgery.

I’ve had chicken pox.

I’ve had measles.

I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been to Canada.

I’ve been to Mexico.

I’ve been to Niagra Falls.

I’ve been to Japan.

I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

I’ve been to Europe.

I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve been to Hawaii.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a shooting star.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

I’ve been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve gone skinny dipping.

I’ve played spin the bottle.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve crashed a car.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a play.

I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I’ve sat on a roof top at night.

I’ve played chicken.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.

I’ve eaten sushi.

I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.

I’m in a relationship.

I’m engaged.

I’m married.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.

I miss someone right now.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.

I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I have lied to my parents about where I am.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve run a red light.

I’ve been suspended from school.

I’ve witnessed a crime.

I’ve been in a fist fight.

I’ve been arrested.

I’ve passed out from drinking.

I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.

I’ve eaten mushrooms.

I’ve popped E.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I have cough drops when I’m not sick.

I have 3 pills at a time

I have been diagnosed with depression.

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

I’ve taken an anti-depressant.

I have been anorexic or bulimic

I’ve slept an entire day without needing to go pee.

I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I’ve planned my own suicide.

I’ve attempted suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.

I own an IPod or an MP3 player.

I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

I own something from Hot Topic.

I own something from PacSun.

I collect comic books.

I need to take some more inspiration from hot maid. I mean, besides always having my underwear...

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 17:08:00 -0500

I need to take some more inspiration from hot maid. I mean, besides always having my underwear showing…and fucking married dudes…and being dead…well I guess I just need to take inspiration from her hotness.

It’s amazing how much I hate everything. I’m not looking forward to christmas, or the...

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 23:41:00 -0500

It’s amazing how much I hate everything. I’m not looking forward to christmas, or the end of the semester, or anything really. Just, nothing. I just want to go to sleep, I think. Because I thought for a while there well at least other people like me,that I had friends, but they don’t. Of course they don’t.

uhyes

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 21:32:26 -0500

I cannot fathom a reason people would like me or be friends with me. Maybe that’s why I have none.

kthnx.

what the fuck, tumblr?

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 20:06:56 -0500

I most certainly did not get an iphone nor do I care about your giveaway. thanks for hacking my shit though, fuckfaces.

Who knew?

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 00:34:00 -0500

“Who Knew” just came on my Pandora.

Could a more perfect song play? My pinky is tingly, I hate that feeling. My pinky always gets tingly when I’m sad. This time it hurts, I think my bones are starting to ache for you. it’s been three months since we’ve spoken and 5 since I last saw you. That is far too long. Almost half a year. All of me aches to be near you. That being said, I understand that we both need to grow up. We both need to establish ourselves without each other. Please, please please keep wrestling. I’ll never admit it, but the first time I saw you wrestle I cried, because I was so proud of you. And I know I was horrid, and I missed a lot of things, but you missed a lot of things too, and we took each other for granted horribly.Still, I cannot be hopeless. I’m sorry, I know you wish I would stop because you think you’re in love, but I’m sorry, I just think I know better. Every time I dated another person I looked for someone as opposite from you as possible, because I was tired of us not going out or getting flowers or a boyfriend who would dress up for me. Everytime, it has come back to you. And that’s love. I’ve seen you ugly. With your afros in the morning and your beard and I’ve seen you shave your legs and I’ve seen you in pain and sad and angry and happy. I’ve seen every damn side of you, and I love you more because of it. How can you tell me that isn’t love? I know you’d like to believe you are in a better place, and maybe you are for now. I will always be waiting in the wings. Christmas isn’t the same without you. God had fun with you,he made your birthday a day of celebration, that’s how wonderful you are. Please live, live and breathe and work and have fun. See everything and do everything, because I know that will bring you back to me. The more of the world I see, the more I want you next to me to see it. I love you,and she could never love you like I do. You glow. You really do. Everyone wants to be around you because you make everyone laugh and smile. I’m lucky I was the closest person to that glow for so long. But you said I had a shimmer once, and it only makes sense that two luminescent things should be together. I will fight until I win or lose, and if I lose, it just means I have another chance to fight. I will fight until it doesn’t feel right anymore.

I’m still Dahl

I’ll always be Dahl

I’ll always be Vermillion and Pixie and Sayuki and Redd Kilfurgerstilkensen.

you’re the best person I’ve ever met.

Letter #3:

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 19:07:18 -0500

Hey You,

Well, It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I had to stop for a second there, because I don’t really want to end up crying this time. I miss you. I miss sitting on your couch and laughing at that one time where you made the whole IPW roster on whichever WWE game it was. I miss going to that cheap ass chinese buffet, and every time those Mexican people would stare at us. I miss going to the flea market and searching through those bins of bracelets and buying sunglasses every single time. I miss all the random things you used to say, I miss your Kenny Rogers impression. I miss every car ride I’ve ever had with you. I miss hugging you. I miss that smile you would get when you would look at me sometimes. I miss every night after shows we would just go to your mom’s bed and just lay there. And you would tell me everything. I miss the stupid fights we used to have, all the crazy things you believed, and that stupid pair of pants you wore every.single.day. I still have those shorts you gave me, and every shirt, and I still wear your necklace from time to time when it gets hard. I know that I’m creepy, and insane, and that part of me knows that you hate me. But what I told you still stands. I want you to be happy, I want your career to flourish, but I never want you to doubt how much I love you.

I will probably date again, to pass the time, you know how I am. But I will always be waiting for you.

Always.

fuckingwinter;

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 13:43:13 -0500

It’s snowing here in Muncie. Have I mentioned that I abhor snow?

I do love Calvin and Hobbes though. Yaaay! Also, I finished my speech, so that’s the bomb dot com.